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"Each of us must come to care about everyone else's children. We must recognize that the well being of our own children is intimately linked to the well being of all other people's children. After all, when one of our children needs life-saving surgery, someone else's child will perform it. When one of our children is harmed by violence, someone else's child will commit it. The good life for our own children can be secured only if it is also secured for all other people's children. But to work for the well being of all children is not just a practical matter-- it is also right!" - Lilian G. Katz, Phd.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Board of What???

Wow! I thought that they had forgotten about me....

The president of the BOD of FIC called me today and let me know I was still a candidate for the BOD. The training is in March. I am 30 years old and on the BOD of a not that small non profit. Wow.... It makes a person feel good. I really hope I can make a difference.

It is a rainy day. I love it.... Watching the rain makes me feel all nice and cozy and domestic. Too bad my knee hurts. Sigh.... I overdid it today. The good news is that I made it to school. I have a lot of make up work to do, and expect the next couple of days to be busy.

Konal had a successful day at home- he is recovering nicely from his nail removal. I got boo to dance, which was iffy for a while. He is having trouble at school.... :(

I have no clue what to make for dinner and I still have a lot of laundry to do, but otherwise life is good. I haven't been feeling to well the last couple of days. I am wondering if I need to go see the Dr. I feel like I am pregnant again, but there is no way I could be. Probably have my hormones all screwed up again... or I could just need more sleep.

I still am struggling with my problem, and I think I am just going to relax a bit and go with the flow. Fighting it is causing more stress than it is worth, and who knows, maybe it could be a good thing. The boundaries do need to be maintained. He is still not really a reasonable option for me, but if I fall in love with him, I can live with it. Meanwhile, I will relax and enjoy his attention- which makes me feel all mushy inside... I just can't show it. We have to maintain a superficial relationship, at least for the time being.

It is been a long time since a guy has made me feel like jelly everytime he looked at me. Sigh....

Who knows, maybe this is my year... things will go well for me this year. We will see.

One day at a time!