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"Each of us must come to care about everyone else's children. We must recognize that the well being of our own children is intimately linked to the well being of all other people's children. After all, when one of our children needs life-saving surgery, someone else's child will perform it. When one of our children is harmed by violence, someone else's child will commit it. The good life for our own children can be secured only if it is also secured for all other people's children. But to work for the well being of all children is not just a practical matter-- it is also right!" - Lilian G. Katz, Phd.

Tuesday, November 9, 2004

Ditching Class

So, I am ditching English. I guess I have a good reason, but the real reason is just that I want to hibernate and hid from the world right now. My Uncle's funeral is on Saturday at 3. If I work it right, I will take my test, go to the wedding, then the funeral. All of life wrapped up in one day.

I blew my essay. Just plain don't have it done. I am such a loser. Uncle R is going to be buried at Arlington and I can't afford to go. I really want to, but at this time it is a financial impossibility.

I think I will have the essay done by tomorrow, then I need to study for the philosophy test.

Konal has his ophthamology appt tomorrow. It is rather scary for me. I don't know if I can take one more thing being wrong with the child. So I sit here chain smoking, feeling guilty, depressed, sad, exhausted.....

I was horrible to the boys this morning: "Psycho Mom" Screaming, psycho mom. Didn't touch them, but probably did more psychological damage in one morning than 4 years of divorce.

I hate my job, not sure I like my kids, am broke, and the house is trashed....

Vent, vent vent vent....

I just have one request right now: NO MORE!